alright so this weekend...

i went to a haunted forrest with kirsten. alysha, and trent and his lil brother. so funny so cute. then sunday i went to rachels and spent the night.wow. that was amazing. monday.. i went to the dentist. they are the devil.

im started to hate fob... so im changing my background and shit cuz pete wentz is fucking dead to me.

so that is what im doin to night.. changing this GOd damn website.

pic-

me and sarah.

alright so blablabla everything is alright and blablabla everythign is shitty... alright w/e im just goin to focus on myself right now and my friends. not best friends.. jsut friends.

her is me and my cute friend kaitlin.. she lives in oxford BIATCH. its fucking hillarious.

(kaitlin's buddy icon was a brush-ups logo. i am tinabegrand.)

brunettebabe9d: hey
t i n a be GrAnD: brush ups?
brunettebabe9d: heck yes
t i n a be GrAnD: u have a brush ups fetish or something?
brunettebabe9d: lol maybe...
brunettebabe9d: no they are just amazing lol
t i n a be GrAnD: have you ever tried them?
brunettebabe9d: yeah i have two packs in my car lol
brunettebabe9d: dont you??!!
brunettebabe9d: lol
t i n a be GrAnD: nice.. u never kno when ur teeth need a good brushin
t i n a be GrAnD: lol no.. i have tampons
t i n a be GrAnD: cuz u never kno when ur vagina needs some brushing up too
brunettebabe9d: LMAO!!!!!!!!!!
brunettebabe9d: i have like five million in my car too lol
t i n a be GrAnD: pearls right/
brunettebabe9d: heck yeah
brunettebabe9d: omg that was the best thing i heard all day
brunettebabe9d: i literly started laughing out loud
brunettebabe9d: and my mom was downstairs and she as like what are u laughing at?
brunettebabe9d: ...tel me..
t i n a be GrAnD: lmao!
t i n a be GrAnD: did u tell her???
brunettebabe9d: heck no!
brunettebabe9d:  lol
brunettebabe9d: yeah tina just made this funny joke about brushing your vagina..
t i n a be GrAnD: LMAO
brunettebabe9d: just keeping it healthy ......
brunettebabe9d: jk
t i n a be GrAnD: look at pf
t i n a be GrAnD: LMAO

brunettebabe9d: LMAO!!
t i n a be GrAnD: LMAO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!
brunettebabe9d: omg that was fantastic
brunettebabe9d: so whats new with your life?
t i n a be GrAnD: hmm.. lemme see.. so i went to iowa this weekend... hmm... i dont think anything else is new
t i n a be GrAnD: you?
brunettebabe9d: mm not much
brunettebabe9d: just came back from a long weekend
brunettebabe9d: hey im gonn get going tho ill ttyl
t i n a be GrAnD: indeed
t i n a be GrAnD: nighty night
brunettebabe9d: xoxo
brunettebabe9d signed off at 9:50:39 PM.

Currently Reading A Million Little Pieces (Oprah's Book Club) By James Frey see related

i fucking love my bball girls. too bad im not a bball girl anymore... alwell...

me and kirsten

its so werid.. im starting to change...i cant explain it.. im reading this book called "a million pieces" and i just cant put it down. im learning, im seeing, im feeling, im changing. better. i just cant wait to see what happens. im goin to finish that story i started writting over the summer. i had 2 people read it and i think im goin to work on it. writting... is it in the future.. or am i destend to become a video editor or physical therpist? i dread the video part.. just too hard of an industry to get into and there are some werid ppl who are editers. i want to do music videos. i want to tell people what the hell is wrong with them and help them. i want to write. i want to tell. i want to share. i want to share with you, i want to express myself to you, but see the thing is im not sure if its the right thing. not right thing= failure. mustnt fail. bad. horrible. fuck.

ims so tired

so lets see.. right before the football game i was at home laying down playing with my dog... she hopped on my stomach... and my instincts were to grab my stomach... so as i flinched really really fast... i hit my elbow in the corner wall. FUCK THAT HURT... i hit my nerve in my elbow... and it shot shooting pain up my forearm into my hand... my pinky finger and my middle finger felt like they were on fire along with my palm. i just curled into a ball and tried to move it as much as possible. and now i guess i bruised the nerve so when ever somethign just touches my elbow it sends those nerves up my arm into my hand and it sucks. its liek needles and fire at the same time.

this is everythign i want to say to you right now... pay attention. and yes this is to the person who always reads my xanga and is bothered by what i say about him and our friendship------- i want to be friends. its really hard i know. but its different hard for me than it is for you. i get mixed feelings like 24/7 and its really hard to tell u what i feel bc im so confused that im not sure anymore. do i want you there, yes, but u have to understand that you will never be there for me with certain things. you dont want to know anythign thats goin on in my life... nothing. and its just really hard bc i need someone there to help me direct my life in some way and yes ive got those ppl but i just want you to be there for the ride. i just want you to have some output on the person i become because ur such a great person and ur friends really effect the person you become. everythign is really good now, its just not right... it feels sometimes to see you or talk to you and im not sure why that is... its so fucking annoying tho. so we say we are goin to talk about it but we never really get around to it. i need to think some more, and i think you shoudl start ur thinking... seriously no lies... flat out how we feel on all subject exspecially the one where u can tell me everything and i can tell u everything bc u kno there are things i cant tell you right now bc u cant take it, and that kind hurts, im sorry but its like im living a lie and i cant show u who i am or else ull just hide or run or w/e. alright so im deff goin to talk to you but there that little thing is. ur amazing. dont fret. everything is alright.

another ear ache... im goin to bed after i eat my cornflakes.

t i n a be GrAnD: i think im gin to go eat cereal cuz that takes like no effort
LHSLineman71: yeah
LHSLineman71: nice, what kind?
t i n a be GrAnD: hmm...
t i n a be GrAnD: we have fruit loops
t i n a be GrAnD: apple jacks
t i n a be GrAnD: corn flakes
t i n a be GrAnD: yea corn flakes
t i n a be GrAnD: that soudns good
LHSLineman71: yeah i had apple jacks earlier

-Tina

Currently Listening A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At the Disco lying is better when.... see related

OMFG Homecomming!!!!!

Las Vegas baby.

i have a lot of pics so sorry if it takes forever to load.

so here the pics before hc and dinner... just the girls at rachels house-

it goes rachel me kirsten and courtney.

damn u rachel... my arm looks so big.  u silly beast you.

rachels mom took that pic of me. i didnt kno kirsten was in the background. werid

and here are some pics at chads house-

it goes kirsten, courtney, me, rachel and then from the left tom and chad.

Me and tom... youll never know what happened... im sorry but the police told us not to tell...

that there be courtney and myself. shes such a cutie.

yea so the pic came out bad but i think it looks cool... kirsten and me by my car

after cool pose... im still striking my pose tho.

courtney kirsten and rachel... no she wasnt high... well not then at least.

rachel and i strike an amazing pose on my car. yum.

and here are some pics at dinner

i put on my pretty necklace. i had to replace my batteries with andy's. very nice boy.

i was rubbing the salt and pepper shakers.. they looked like boobs... and yes those are my boobs in the background. and andys batteries on the side.

rosie and i at dinner. i fucking love this girl to pieces. i love you toots.

and here are some pics before and during hc.

megs, me, alli (homecomming queen!!!) and kirsten out in the parking lot.

u gotta love jenn.. in my car.. and u dont wanna know.

again u dont wanna know.... its brandon jenns bf by the way.

LMAO!!! look at brandon in the background... its so fucking funny. poor kid.

ashleigh, marilyn, and me... how lovely.

ive got a hold of rachels leash... damn straight domamatrix style.

cutie boy sam, me and alli. sam is like 3 feet taller than in this pic... he bent his knees alot, and he is one hell of a dancer lemme tell you.

so after hc... rachel and i spent the night at jenns. wow. amazing. ive never been so well ive never had so much fun in forever. wow im so happy i entertained rachel and jenn because thats not goin to happen in a while. here is a pic that i guess i took.

so that there is jenns butt and rachels boobs... dude seriously i swear i didnt take this pic but i guess i did. i did a good job.

it was amazing. i love my girls. im happy. thats all.

-Tina